The world faded in vibrant shades of people, the commotion increasing with each cheer, a smile here, a hug there, a shout here, a fist bump there. The crowd got a little more momentum when more people joined the celebration as the music blared in the background. The ground vibrated with the joy of people dancing in their highest spirits. The air was filled with the spirit of what the people shared with each other, the bond that was so unique, pure and selfless; Friendship and Love. There was just happiness floating all around, the warmth that radiated from the heart.
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He stood there amidst the crowd as the people swarmed all around him. The feeling seemed contagious as he too was transpired in the moment and felt part of that celebrating crowd, high in their spirits; happy and content. The stars glittered ever so bright over the dome of endless sky. He loved to see how people enjoyed, and celebrated life. The happy faces were a sight to watch, the feeling shared among them was worth a memory. He didn’t dance like they did, he didn’t have company like they did, he didn’t feel what they felt, but all he did was try to sink that feeling in, something that he never had the pleasure of.
The clouds slowly engulfed the bright specks in the sky as the crowd slowly faded away to their next celebration. As the music played its last beat, the only sound that reverberated was the sound of his breath in an empty field. Of all that had happend that night, he knew this, the feeling that the ground underneath had; empty, he knew it way too well; and the sound, the silence that spread across the vastness, he knew it like he craved for it. And as reality sink in, he walked back to his home, alone, to his solitude.
So what do you think, solitude? or Too much company? What would you prefer?
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I would like to have some company once in a while, because all time solitude can sometimes be dangerous too.
To answer your question, Solitude it is. It is not a choice but an imposed only choice.
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Oh is it so? But what if you had good company? You’d still chose solitude?
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Yes, I would.
Knowing that the ship is sinking I would prefer to not take any aboard.
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Oh God!! I don’t think anyone can enjoy solitude so much.
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I never said I enjoyed it.
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Then you have an option.
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Not exactly.
It’s a default setting. So.
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Oh, I forgot about your darkness thing, so solitude goes hand in hand or what?
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Yes. That.
In a matter of speaking, yes.
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😦
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Does that mean you are shocked, that emoji?
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no just sad!
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Why are you sad?
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Beautiful! How are you?
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Thank you. 🙂
I am doing good (another word for hanging on), thank you.
How are you doing?
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Not good, not bad…. Hanging on, holding on
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Oh, sorry to hear that. Want to speak about it?
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Just drifting, trying to give my best to things that I love. You wanna talk?
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Oh that’s nice. Trying is good.
So what are the things that you love?
Just (my)life being its true self and messing up things. 😐
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Drawing, doodling, writing and reading. But sometimes I just can’t do these things well enough. That gets depressing.
I mess up things too. That’s why I try to remain isolated from people
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That’s a long list and a good one as well.
Try to do when you feel like doing instead of forcing yourself to. It won’t turn out good, if you force yourself.
And do let me know if I can help in any way.
Well, that’s makes two of us. So, you got company in me. 🤷🏻♂️
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I will. Thanks 😁
Can I know your name?
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Looking forward to your art.
Aryan (Pen name). Sorry about that. (This is how I am projecting here on this blog. But hit me up on email, we can talk more, i.e. if you so please).
I know it would be unfair to ask yours, but still can I know your name?
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I have already posted a few here. You can check them out.
Debadrita. das.debadrita26@gmail.com
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Smiling. Finally there is something from you. And you come home. But never alone. You have the most nagging and irritating best friend.
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Yup. There is.
You didn’t even read until I told you to. 🙄
What best friend you’re? 🙄🙄
Rehne do, aap apne ghar me rehte ho, mein apne ghar me. So alone it is. 🤷🏻♂️
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I told you a week back to read my post. You did not. But that is not the condition on which i judge if you are or are not my best friend.
Ghar me rehta hai toh kya hua. Baat toh hamesha hi hota hai na.
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Who said I didn’t.
You wrote about your BF. 😒
But I judge on its basis. So 🤷🏻♂️!
Baat aaj se nahi hogi. Agar hogi toh WhatsApp par he hogi.
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Three wrong points.
1. You never judge me.
2. Whatever happens at the end i still remain your best friend.
3. Hangouts baby😜
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Offo.
1. I will start now.
2. Yeah yeah. 😒
3. WhatsApp only. 😒
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However much you say. You wont be able to judge me
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😒😒
I am judging you right now okay? 😒😒
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I really related to this post! Thank you for sharing this with the blogging community.
Check out my blog when you get the chance to and let me know what you think. 😃
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I would have said I am glad that someone was able to relate to this post, but I had hoped that no one did. Being in the same situation, I know how it feels and I would hope that no one goes through the same.
Thanks for dropping by my blog. Really appreciate it.
And I will check your blog as well, asap. 🙂
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Ok this is what I feel like during the summer after I see my friends lmao. How was your summer?
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Oh, that is interesting.
My summer was fine. Like you we don’t have a vacation, so it was business as usual.
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Beautifully written. You haven’t written for so long. Seems lost , just gone from here.
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Hey, why thank you. 😀
You are too kind to check back on my blog. I am really sorry about I not being able to write more often these days. I hope to write asap. I am trying.
Thank you again. 😀
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Most welcome. Looking forward to read your post soon. I like the way you portray your thoughts.👌
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nice…
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Thanks….
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You are welcome…:-)
and you can visit my blog too…;-),
inspiringdude.wordpress.com if you find something intrusting then Don’t Forget to follow my Blog…:-)
Keep in touch…:-)
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Really thanks for the invite.
I can visit your blog. But I am one of those people who isn’t looking for inspiration. Nonetheless, I will check your blog.
Thanks again. 😀
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Ohk..no problem…:-)
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Nice BLOG!!!
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Why, thank you. 😀
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This is well written. And relatable ☺
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Why, thank you. 😊
Oh it is?
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Yes. And I think solitude is good for the soul at times.
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Couldn’t agree more. 😁
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Wow!! 👏👏👏
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Thank you. ☺️
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Welcome 🙂
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😊
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Yeah i share that feeling.
for me its more like…….
arrggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope i described it perfectly
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I had hoped that no one would share the feeling. It’s not s good place yo be in.
And yes you have. 🙂
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A lot of people I think have that. I think we are all the same. But our perspective holds us back
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Apparently yes. A lot of us are in the same place.
But why does it hold us back ?
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