How beautiful is the pain!
How ecstatic is the relief!
How free does freedom feel!
How peace is the solace!
How beautiful are the memories flashing!
How euphoric is the final breath!
Do you smell the shampoo, that you used the last night, a tinge of your hair spray and the cologne you used the other day! Do you feel the vibrations in your vision through your closed eyes, an animated sequence of the Windows 98 screensaver playing in your head. Or perhaps are they your memories brushing by waster than they should!
Do you see the soft satin cloth, elegantly long and neatly folded, calling out to you to open and embrace it, embrace the softness of the cloth! How comfortable would the cloth look around the neck! How much it would bring out the color in the eyes, and let’s not forget the fairness in the face! How beautiful it looks suspended in the air under the ceiling!
How cute are those tiny pleasures? A little too many for one last ride and it gives you the euphoria that you had never even expected ever. Do you feel that you are in a world, a new one altogether, or perhaps a little too far from the reach of anyone, completely oblivious of the world you are currently in!
Do you see the sharpness alluring you, calling out to you to take it in your hands and see what wonders this shiny edge could do on your arms or that slender neck of yours? How beautiful would these streaks of random lines across your arm look as an army of red marches down like a parade, a perfect emblem for eternity, or perhaps a temporary one. How majestic would the river be that flows through each single streak?
Do you feel the cold breeze brushing through your hair, that sweet comfort that you get after a tiring day walking around in the sun! Do you feel the adrenaline rushing through every cell of your body as you come closer to the edge and take a peek down at the blurry ground beneath! Do you feel the tinge of impulse charging through your legs, an emancipation of the fear filled with the last excitement as the wind ruffles the hair under your soft heavy breaths.
Do you taste the water as it slowly engulfs you in its embrace! Do you feel the shoulders being pushed down under your own weight! Do you feel the mind going through a million things at once and your legs battle, as do your hands. Do you see those tiny balls of air escaping from you and how much you want to stop that from happening, you unfortuanately are not in control.
Because peace is what we want and sometimes, there are just too little ways to finally be in peace!
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Are you okay Anon?
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I think so, why?
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Well you’re talking about the sweetness of death. Want me to send you a sexy voice note? You know that’s something definitely sweeter than death 😶😅
Plus you’ll feel better… I think…
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Oh god no. Please no. I beg of you. 😅
That’s a horrible way to die, if you ask me. So, kindly don’t do that, ever please, to anyone, as amatter of fact. 😅
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I’m running off to WhatsApp once I’m done with typing this.
You know how they say you say the opposite of what you really mean?…
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Oh shit, I am going to die.
I wanted a peaceful death, not a torturous one.
Please, dont!
Who is that idiot who said that?
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Don’t hurt my feelings 😒
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Wait. Wait. Wait. Since when did you start having them? :O
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Whatever you say.
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I am glad that I am the person who is right among the two of us. 🙂
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Okay.
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Booking a ticket to the place u live in. 😤😣😠
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Should I send a car to pick you up from the Airport? 😅
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No just pay fr the ticket!!
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Nah, I will just pay for the cab from the Airport, rest you only have to take care of. 😅
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Yeah like i take care of u lol
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That is entirely your choice. 😅
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Such a pleasant post to read as peace is all we desire!
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Why, thank you. 😀
But I hope you got the context of the post.
Yes, Peace is was what we all desire, but at what cost, and how do we desire it.
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Sure, I did!
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Thank you, again. D:
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It’s beautiful !! ❤ I mean it 🙂
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Why, thank you. 😀
I am glad that you loved it. Frankly, I didn’t see this coming. I thought people would be angry, in a matter of speaking; or may be something else. So, thank you for liking this. 😀
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You’re welcome! Your name’s Anon, right??!! 😎
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Thank you. 🙂
Yes, in a matter of speaking. Anon, short for Anonymous. 😅
But no, not really. 😛
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Blaah! Seriously??!! I really thought that was your name. I was thinking right now if that was even a name. Good that you told me, otherwise I would have browsed the whole of instagram for “Anons”. 😛
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Yeah, seriously. 😅
Haha, that’s not my name. But if you want my instagram I can share you my id.
(IG : iMidnightShadow) There you go. No much trouble for you now. You are welcome, by the way. 😀
Haha, such sarcasm.
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Haha! Let me take a wild guess… 😛 You’ll be big time anonymous in that one! Still, thanks for sharing!!
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Touche. Good guess.
I go all the way, no half things. 😛
You are welcome, btw. 😀
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I don’t like you AK! 😛😏 Have a great day!! 🙂
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Well, you know my name. :O
And don’t worry, there’s a lot bigger line in front of you.
Have a great day; evening I mean. 😀
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I don’t know your name! I just know two letters that is supposed to mean anything and everything!
Good for you! 😑
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It’s going to be a huge brand soon. So, if you come across this, you will know who it is. 😀
It’s not evening where you are ?
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Oh!! That was the big secret behind the entire mystery initials thing wasn’t it?! Thanks for sharing!
FYI, Its 11:00 pm here!!
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Yes, yes. It was the secret. You will find this secret being revealed in no less than 100 years from now.
That’s what I thought. Same country. But was confused as you said have a good day, since it was about to end in like one hour.
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Joke, huh? Not helping. 😑
Good night then!
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I am very good at this, no? You might find me as a Stand up Comedian, or more like a Sit down comedian. 😛
Sorry.
Good Night. (Usually told in reference to ending a convo. Ouch, but well, it is what it is, isn’t it?)
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Duh! 😑 Again!
Nop. Never meant that. I was just clarifying on the time thing we had earlier.
PS : I don’t accept IG requests from Anonymous strangers who are known by their initials and pass bad jokes. Sorry! 😏
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You can’t a comedian from making jokes, can you now? 😛
Oh okay. Good to know that we are on the same page, time zone. 😛
P.S. Ouch. That’s a mean punch. And come on, the jokes are timeless. But, that’s alright. Thanks for following me though. Though I could tell my name in the IG messenger. But well.
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Am I now? 🤔
Ofcourse that is me. Absolutely me. Definitely me.
There’s no mystery now is there ?
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Omg! I’m so smart. Hail the Instagram! 🙂
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Yes. You are. Absolutely. 😂
I don’t know whether the sarcasm sunk in or not. But I’ll let you be happy. Because after that you will probably kill me. 😐
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That’s not you??!! 😶
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How do I say it? Umm *cough*no*cough*
But let’s go with that. So that I don’t have to cloak myself. 😜
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Forget the fact that we even had this chat. This is probably the most embarrassing day of my life. Bye. Have a good day. And I’ve not fully taken your sarcastic denial of the fact that you are not the guy I mentioned!
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I know who you are. OK?! You don’t have to play games! 😛
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Good. Good. Glad that we cleared that off.
But you still didn’t accept the if request. So I am guessing you are still in doubt. 🤔
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Request me from the other account. Pleaaaseeee! Just to clear things!
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😐
Okay, I guess it’s a no on the follow back then. 😔
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Bye
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Umm, bye? 😐
If only you followed back I would have told you.
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Hahahhhhhhaaaa!! 😂😂😂
See the confusion I caused 😝😝
Anon…😂
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It wasn’t you.
You don’t have to take credit for everything.
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Oh so where did she see Anon from you joy kill?
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Not you, definitely.
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Alright then.
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Its you. You are the person who misled me. And I’m sinking in my chair out of embarrassment!
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I better be out of this. 😐😜
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😒
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Haha it’s alright 😅
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But we’ll unearth his identity. You have my word for it 🙂
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🙏🏻
Please, I am a simple human being. With small dreams. 🙏🏻 😜
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😒
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😂😂😂
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So hey. 😂❤
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So, hello. 😊
Your emojis are confusing. 🤔
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Well you should be confused then. Lol. 😂😎
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I actually am. 😜
You cried laughing and loving. 🤔
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I like confusing you. XD
It’s a beautiful blend of happiness and love. 😉
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You should get s new hobby. 😜
Wow. I didn’t know I made you happy and even love. 😂😉
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Duh duh. !
I’m going to sleep so I’ll have my hobby to rest for the night and to disturb you tomorrow. 😉
You? Naah. Itna mat socho apne baare mein. Goodnight. 😂
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😂
Tomorrow again? I’ll see how well you keep your word. 😂
I know. I know. You keep hiding. 😉
Good night. 🤣
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Bleh. Blah.
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Go sleep Miss Shush.
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This name officially given by you, sounds really cute. 😂❤
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I am glad to have finally succeeded in giving cute names. You’re welcome. 😀
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Haha. Yeah “Cute” is what you’ve been trying to achieve since Day 1. Lol. Goodnight and Shuush 😘
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I know right! It has been my life goal, apparently. Who knew, right?
Good Night? Haww! I thought we were have a conversation. Sigh!
Well, Good Night Miss Shush! 😀
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Well let’s keep that for tomorrow.
Also you didn’t text so I thought you got bored. Lol.
I don’t wanna goodnight but my eyes fail to listen to me. Damn them. :3
So, I’ll wait for your text. Bleh. Shush. Tata. 😉
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Fine fine. 🙄
And I thought you were busy with the new college stuff buying, or may be your bf.
Right 🙄. So weak you are. 😆
Sending one right away.
🙄. Shush. Take care. ☺️
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You’re so mean. Huh
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You’re sweet. So to balance someone has to be mean. 😜
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Beautifully written 👌.I like shady ,mysterious contents.keep writing.
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Why, thank you. 😊
Sure. You too keep writing. 😀
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Yeah😊
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☺️😊
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Ah..this is totally a different sort of peace…
windows screen saver running over your brain…
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Thank you. 😀
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Hmm , big on metaphor !!!!
I need to tell you something i haven’t told. This post made me remember that . A dark post it is !! But its that darkness than engulfs each and everyone of us and leaves us hanging.
a whole new world … Do you believe in afterlife ? If would feel good to let go of everything and just experience peace as it is ( Geez , Old man !!! What thoughts are you putting in my mind ??)
“How beautiful would these streaks of random lines across your arm look as an army of red marches down like a parade, a perfect emblem for eternity, or perhaps a temporary one.”- no not beautiful . Trust me . There was a point in time when i needed to hurt physically as much as i did emotionally . I felt good to feel that sharp pain knowing it was you who hurt yourself and not others , but then realiazation it in. I was doing nothing but mutilating the little unbroken part of myself.It would remain as scars of my past and that was not what i wanted .
I have acrophobia . So even if i looked down i would freak and have a panic attack before actually hitting the ground .
A very dark post , It makes you want to think about a lot of things .
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Congratulations .I have nominated you for Blue Sky Tag Blog Award again.
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Why, thank you very much. 😁😊
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Why for what nomination
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Thank you.
“Why, thank you” is a figure of speech meaning thank you very much, it was quite unexpected.
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Oh ,but why so
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It’s just how it is.
It is usually told when someone is not expecting a compliment. And it is sort of a surprise.
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Then it’s good😊
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Yeah. 😁
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Hello there,
And I am not going to lie but I went down reading all the comments.
“You seem to be a better person now”
The post was great, your words are perfectly chosen. 🙂
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Hello there,
Long time no see.
Oh. That must have been a tedious thing to do.
I don’t think I am.
Thank you. Ofcourse, I had to chose to make sense, I guess. 🤔
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Loved it, all one requires is peace.
And a very apt captive photo at the end.
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Thank you for dropping by.
It was pretty dark, wasn’t it?
Captivating? Intersting choice of word, I must say.
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Praising yourself, huh?
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Actually no. Was just intriguied that you said you loved it. Because people don’t usually like the pessimistic side of things and especially not like these. So!
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I like them too. Every one of us like the optimistic side, but very few have the courage to like the pessimistic side too. Accept it or not, we all have to face both the sides, we cannot just go away from the good, or the bad. So why not appreciate the negativity too. I believe that once we pass through the pessimism, we can appreciate the positivity even more.
Don’t know, if I am making any sense!
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I don’t like the optimistic side, frankly speaking.
But you put forth a valid point and it makes a lot of sense.
And you made a lot of sense.
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Then it is fine if it made sense, thank you!
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Yup. It did.
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Beautiful comparisons and commentary. The start just draws you in and keeping the imagination growing.
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Thank you. 🙂
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🙂
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Hmm! I’ll admit it was kinda a rollercoaster read. ❤ You might be dealing with the worse days of your life but when you look at the bigger picture, even the tiniest of the things could bring peace, like a crazy work out or gulping cold water on a super hot day! I really enjoyed myself here.
That quote at the end though!
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I agree with you.
But it’s a temporary peace.
I am glad you enjoyed it.
I know right!
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Absolutely true😊 beautifully written😁
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Why, thank you. 😀
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well nice post , telling the little details but one thing who said death is peaceful maybe we are free from worldly worries but who know whats awaits us there 🙂
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Thank you. 😀
I believe it is peaceful. And your point that we would be free from worldly worries is a start. And hey hope, that it will be peaceful. 🙂
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yea yea the snakes will be really happy to bite our skins 😛
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Since we would be dead, we can’t feel the snake bites. 🤣 See, win-win. 😀
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have you asked the dead people ? that do they or not
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Exactly.
If they got bitten, we can hear their screams. Did you hear any?
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maybe they can not scream but they can feel it
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How do you know? Did they tell ? 🤣
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nope they did not only those know who have tasted death
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Exactly, right?
I will let you know soon. 🤣
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why do you want to be a ghost and haunt me
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Yes, ofcourse. That is why I am trying to know who you are so that I can haunt you. 🤣
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Enjoyed the post. Very beautifully written…
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Why, thank you. 😀
Really appreciate you dropping by. Thanks. 🙂
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“Why”??
Is it the Exclamation mark?
By the way, you’re most welcome.
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It’s an expression. “Why, thank you” usually means when a person is not expecting a compliment and gets a compliment, it is a surprised reaction. Similar to saying like “ thank you, thank you very much”. Did it make any sense?
😊
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Yes. I got it, man… 🙂
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Awesome. 😀
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👌
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Thank you. 😊
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I’ll take some time to read the other posts later.. 👍🙂
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Oh at your convenience. No pressure. ☺️
Thank you for reading. Really appreciate it. ☺️
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