I’m lost in the past, drowning in the memories. It’s dim. It’s stale. It’s a flickering light of yesterday, haunting, a constant reminder. It’s dark. It’s a freakin’ nightmare.
The night fell into the silent abyss. The damp atmosphere hung in the air, that cold wind of the onset of winter blew. He settled at the end of the bar, contemplating, lost and deserted. His eyes were a million miles away, yet they spoke a story, sunk in the evening aroma of slow music and distant chatter. A thousabd thoughts exploded in his mind, relinquishing the past. the pupils dilated as the warmth of the drink slid past the burning throat. He never drank before. He didn’t realize he was drinking. He was too lost to care. His eyes fixated at the emptiness, still contemplating. Another sip. The past still resided at the peripheral. Another sip. The glass was empty. His ears caught a sweet voice, singing in the distant. He woke up from the past.
He was holding a glass, empty, a reminder of the past that was just forgotten. He eased his grip and let it free. “Leave me alone”, a voice shouted in his mind. The voice had been shouting to the pain that haunted. He got used to it like a lullaby, a painful one. Yet, it made its presence felt every day, every moment. The song became louder. It had been louder all along and he felt it’s presence with the words that surrounded the ambience.
“…Let me heal the scars of yesterday,
The scars that have dug so deep,
Let me burn away the pain,
For I’m the phoenix rising from the ashes…”
He felt it making its way through him, digging the skin and reaching for the heart. The constant voice that haunted faded in the melody. Before he knew, he was sipping again and it went smooth this time. He saw her among the crowd under the limelight, staring at him from the distance, staring at him naked, staring at his naked soul, the eyes piercing the very fragments of pain, the past he had hid so well, she saw it all, every detail. He felt that pain drain away, delicately like the touch of the sun to the sea beyond the horizon. But then, the glass slipped from his hand, smashed against the floor as he was left vulnerable with the thousand pieces it broke into. The lights dimmed, the song ended and she was gone. He stood up, in search, but in vain.
“Leave me alone”, his mind shouted again to the voices that haunted again.
What do I say? I’m completely speechless. I love this.❤💕 and yes I do agree sometimes we do need to be alone to become better from the pain that’s haunting us. Yes we do.
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Why, thank you. 😀
I’m glad you resonate my thought. 🙂
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Touchy… Coz frm last days I m shouting the same… Plz leave me alone.
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I’m sorry to hear that. And I hope everything gets back to normal. 🙂
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Yeah 👍 hope so.. Thnx
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My pleasure. 😀
Though, if you want someone to talk to, I can clear out my schedule ( lol was kidding, I am free most of the time) . 🙂
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Then I must remember u.. ☺
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👍
Well, yes. 😃
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I’ve read this three times now. And I really love it. ❤
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Why, thank you. 😀
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Yep the quote of keeping to oneself that’s all about me.
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That makes two of us. I guess everybody had a story to tell,but in the privacy of silence.
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Yes I don’t want to give all my trade secrets away lol
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Lol. Sounds fair enough. 👍
Please enjoy your secrets in your privacy , and yes, be successful. 😀
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Kind of my emotions yesterday. You captured them better than I could have. Awesome. 🙂
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Though I would like to thank you, but those emotions are hard to just fade. And, you don’t have to go through then alone. And also hope that you never have to face them again. Take care. 🙂
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We face our demons alone. There is no way to escape it.
And I hope that too. I don’t want to face them again. And I won’t. Yeah there will be waxing and waning. But one day I’ll be clean of them. Nice post. 🙂
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I’m at an impasse. You’ve put the words prefectly. Yes, we have to face our demons, alone to overcome that fear.
Looking forward to that day. 👍
Thank you. 😀
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Ha ha ha. It’s okay. 😀
And thank you. I rarely find perfect words. Otherwise whatever I feel like saying, my words just fail me.
Same here. 🙂
You’re welcome. 😀
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Come on, you write well and yes, you use perfect words. Really. 🙂
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Ohhh. So you said what I wanted to hear. 😀 and now I am blushing. 😀 thanku thanku. 😀
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And the truth. 🙂
Haha,mission accomplished. 😉
You are most welcome. 😀
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😀
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🙂
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Love this!
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Why, thank you. 😀
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I understand. Very well written 🙂
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Why, thank you. :-).
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My pleasure 🙂
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😀
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😀
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🙂
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😉
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😉
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Lol… 🙂
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Hehe. 😛
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Great!
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Thank you. 🙂
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You’re welcome.
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😀
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Ooh! blink and miss isn’t it?!
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It’s about finding someone who could look inside you, and missing that one person.
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Yeah happens very rarely and breaks your heart.
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Right? I would imagine so.
Still waiting for it to happen, truth be told.
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Oh I thought this was in retrospect.
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I wish. *sobs silently*
Everybody wears raybans and dupattas, I can’t see their eyes and well, I’m practically invisible. 😢
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ah…cheer up you!
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Lol. Thank you. 😀
And now also in anonymous, so.. there’s that.
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I didn’t get..
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*I’m (typo, Sry).
Anyway, never mind. I was just ranting out. 🙊
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You are anonymous by choice gentleman and invisible too by choice I think.
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Exactly.
That’s why nothing’s going to happen. 😔
Wait, how did you know that I was invisible by choice? 😱🙊
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If you are by choice then why sad. Choices we make for our own good. And I have sixth sense!
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Because I’m not anonymous on other blogs / social media. And yet … So. 😔
Touché. 👏 and I’m very bad at making choices.
I should have known. 🙊
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You are puzzling me…do you realize that? With your yets and sos… And bad we all are…in hindsight I have often realized….shit bad choice(saying in general)…but in further hindsight our bad choices become the funny ones..and we laugh about it.
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Oh, sorry about that. Got that bad habit, from myself. Sry, again. -_-
In a matter of speaking, yeah. You are right on them becoming the funny ones too. Well, I still try to joke about it. Mostly.
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Alright…sorry not needed. Don’t worry you’ll find this soul who looks right through you. Whether you stay invisible or not. :). Don’t be all aching in pain sorts.
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You’re too generous.
Thank you. But, that’s not going to happen.
All this pain stuff is because I know that there isn’t going to someone. 🙊
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Phew…no cure to stubbornness.
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-Follow up on email-
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Been there, in the lonely place, struggling to survive the pain… This post makes my heart sad for this man. 😔 He grieves with no hope. Where there is hope, there is life beyond the pain. It doesn’t mean he will never experience the pain, only that, deep down, he knows he will live BEYOND the pain, because there is something MORE for which to live. …Hope is a powerful thing. Without it, life is just a survival game. Hope causes us to thrive. Thriving is so much more fun. 😉
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Oh, I’m sorry to hear that. I hope everything is in the bright side of life right now.
You’re absolutely right. Hope is a powerful thing. And yes, thriving is much more fun.
Thanks for dropping by. 😀
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Man…awesome!!
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Why, thank you. 😀
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Its beautifully essays the pain
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Haha, sorry about that. -_-
Of course, you read it. Thanks. 🙂
Why, thank you is an expression/ figure of speech people say when the compliment wasn’t expected by the reciecer ( like I wasn’t expecting such a lovely comment from you, so it means thank you so much(I wasn’t expecting that) ) Did I make sense? 🙈
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That i wrote..as i read ur other post that said dont like unless u read 😛
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Oh ok. 🙈
Cool. 👍
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JUST kidding!!
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I need to get my sense of humour checked. 😝
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Or may be mine isn’t good
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Oh No. Yours is just fine. 👍
I kind of lost it. Need to get that mojo back. 😐
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Dont worry have read it 😛
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When he closed his eyes, he saw her again. She whispered to him, reached out. He made to grab her hand, but she fell away to darkness.
He cried out for her, not fully knowing what he was calling for, but he kept on calling anyways. He wanted to sleep, to forget his pains and never wake up, but the alcohol wouldn’t let him.
He remembered a sunny day. It was as beautiful as it could get, but he remembered pain. The world was beautiful, yet filled with pain.
The voice murmured inaudibly to him, and he opened his eyes.
The drunken crowd was gone. He was alone, in a bare place with a bare soul.
He could not feel his pain. The whispers came again, but they felt more real. He turned around and reached out to her.
“This time, I won’t let you go.”
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Are you sure you are eleven years old ?
This is far far far better than what I wrote.
Awesome. *claps*. 😀
*stops and deletes my blog*.
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Thank you, thank you. I try.
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What do you mean you try?
You took away all my confidence. 😵😭😭
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We could do a collaboration. And your not THAT bad of writer… you’ve got yourself 300+ followers. I have less than 10 😆
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We could do that.
I bought them. It’s not easy, you know. The struggle is real. 😵
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You bought them?
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That’s a joke, my dear friend.
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I’m not that dumb.
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Are you sure? 😂😝
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Check. Yes, I’m sure.
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Great, just clarifying. 😂😂
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There’s no need to.
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There is. You sometimes get confused and forget things. 😏
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Not my fault
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Yeah right. It’s the cat’s fault.
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Don’t blame it on the poor cat
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If it’s not you, then it has to be the cat only right ?
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Tell me. Which cat?
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Schrodinger’s cat.
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Are you sure?
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Yes, definitely.
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Losing brain cells.
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Wait, you had one? 😂😝
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Nice try, sir.
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It’s ok. You don’t hehe to tell me.
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“You don’t hehe to tell me.” I assume this happened because you typed with two hands?
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No.
One hand.
*have
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Uh-huh
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…
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…
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….
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…
…
…
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…
…
…
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… …
…
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…
… …
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Nice.
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Mmm.
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So…
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So…
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…copycat……
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…copycat……
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What are you trying to do?
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What do you think ?
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🐼
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👽
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That’s offensive. 🐸
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In what way ?
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You cursed the poor panda with your… thingy
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What did the panda do ?
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He is innocent.
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I meant after getting traumatized by the alien, what did he do ?
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Oh. He cried and thought of unicorns. Duh.
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And he cried more because no unicorns. Poor panda.
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Exactly.
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Because unicorns aren’t real. 👽
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Well, that isn’t true.
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It is. That’s why he cried. Poor panda.
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I feel sorry for you.
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Oh don’t. Here’s a tissue for you too.
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So many blind people in the world…
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An eye for an eye made the whole world blind.
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Where is that from?
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It’s a quote .
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I know, but what is it from?
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From who ?
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Who is it from, whatever?
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I forgot. Been a long time !
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Ok. Why don’t you search it up?
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The question is why don’t you…?
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Cuz I’m busy and you’re a gentleman and you should do it for me.
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I’m too lazy to even have a life. So, I might. Just not right now.
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Good luck getting up.
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I didn’t fall.
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I meant from whatever position your in. It doesn’t have to be on the ground. It could be on your bed, in a chair, whatever.
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It is the the ocean depth.
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Nice to know.
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Glad to help.
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Yeah, right.
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You are welcome.
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I didn’t even say thank you.
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Yes. I know.
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Well then. I don’t even remember why I apparently said thank you but didn’t say thank you.
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You’re forgetful, sigh.
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I know. That’s one of my good traits 😊
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I believe it is.
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Thank you. 😊
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You’re welcome. 😀
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=D
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😉
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I need to take a nap…
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Please. Go ahead.
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I can’t.
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Why? What happened?
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Life. No freakin duh
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What’s up with it ?
Aren’t you like 11 ? What could be the life crisis ?
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You wouldn’t understand.
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Try me.
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It’s personal.
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Oh, I thought so.
I was meaning to add this to the earlier comment : Its okay. You don’t have to, if you don’t want to or if it’s personal.
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Thanks…
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No worries.
Take care. 😀
But so you know if you want to talk about it or anything just ping me, anytime.
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😊
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🙂
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:3
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😀
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Do you have a unicorn?
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Yeah. I did.
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What happened to it?
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Gave it to someone who really wanted one.
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Who? Why? What was it like?
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Some girl.
She loved unicorns.
It was like an unicorn.
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Pity. I would t sacrifice my unicorns just because someone loves them.
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Would not ?
Why ?
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Unicorns are not pets. You don’t have the right to “give one away”
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No body gives their pets away.
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You got that right
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I know.
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😆 lol
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…
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What do you not get?
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I am fine. Thanks.
You laughing out loud suddenly ?
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I don’t remember why anymore 😅
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Convenient , right ?
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Sure. For you. Not exactly for me. Although I’m proud of it 😉
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Lol, proud of what ? 😂
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Me forgetting things. Duh.
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Why are you proud of it ?
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Why not? It makes me… well, me. And it makes others exasperated. Like you.
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Lol.
No one cares. 😂😂
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Well, maybe you don’t. I have friends, you know.
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😂😂
Oh you do ?
What do you want me to do about it ? 😂
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😒😴💤💤💤
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Good morning.
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Ugh I need more sleep. Have you decided to research the quote?
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Lol. Research ? 😂😂😴😴😴
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Well?
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zzzZZZ…I dozed off… 😴😴
😂😂😂
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Yes or no, it’s not that hard.
||raps knuckles on your head||
Wake up!
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Sigh.
LOL. Those are very small hands. 😛
Its by Mahatma Gandhi.
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Very small hands? Whatever.
Mahatma Gandhi? Should I trust you?
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Yes. 😂😂
Tiny fingers.
Why so much doubt ? Go ahead and check.
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And how tiny are you thinking?
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Not thinking.
I know.
1.5 inch !
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Hm. Should I find a ruler?
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Yes please go ahead, if you can find one, that is ! 😀
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And which finger should I measure?
Wow. I’m actually going to do this.
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The longest you think you have… 😂
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I would guesstimate more than 3 in. Maybe 4
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4 centimeters !
1.67 Inches!
Exactly, what I said !
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I said four INCHES, dumbo
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LOL.
Nice try kid.
4 CM, it is!
I was right ! Ha-Ha.
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I don’t even think a baby’s finger would be that small.
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so, Imagine how tiny your fingers are. LOL ! 😛
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Ugh I’m not allowed to watch anime anymore 😒
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That’s a good thing right?
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Nooooooooooaaahhhhhhooooooooooieuhabnmdllkajebndkvlcjbdbsmlchbdnskjenslxjbd
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Something’s wrong with your keyboard.
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Uh-huh. You’ve probably caused it to malfunction because of your idiocy.
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You have got loose hands. LOL.
Call 911 !
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I almost cried 😅
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Why ?
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||facepalm||
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..a bit harder please…
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||slaps your face||
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LOL.
A bit harder please. It was a slow breeze.
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Sure.
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Still…You need a lot to learn, lady. 😛
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You mean, “You need to learn a lot.”
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Potato, Potahto !
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And your point is?
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What do you think ?
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I want you to admit you’re wrong 😊.
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You admit you are wrong ? Exactly.
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Tell me why I’m “wrong”, then.
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Because you are.
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If I am wrong, you are even more so.
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One person’s wrong doesn’t make other person wrong.
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You mean, “One person’s wrong doesn’t make another person wrong.”
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Yes.
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😒
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what now ?
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I don’t even remember 😂 LOLZIES
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Sigh.
This is turning out to be huge problem.
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LOLZIES I know omg can’t breathe laughing too much
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Take a deep breath. Don’t want people passing out on forgetting something. 😛
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😂😂😂 okay
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Good.
Now close your eyes and meditate. You need it a lot to remember things. 😛
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That’s not going to help. Once I forget something, it’ll never come back unless someone reminds me.
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First do the task, alright ?
So much negativity.
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Fine, fine. What was the “task” again?
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Oh GODDDD!
Nevermind.
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Haha lol soooooo bad 😂😂😂😂
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Not funny !!!
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You’re not funny, duh ! 😂😂
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Um.
YOU RUINED MY DREAMS!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 jk lol
Um can you explain in detail? Please?
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Yes. Mission accomplished.
Explain what ? I forgot. 😂😂
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Oh look I’m rubbing off on him. How beautiful.
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Lol.
You think too much. 😂😂
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Can you draw?
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No. 😂😂
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Do it. Draw a bunny or a horse and post it on your blog.
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Nah. Not interested. 😂😂
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DO ITTTTT AT LEAST SEND A PIC TO ME YOU DONT HAVE TO POST ITTTTT
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Wait , what do I have to do ?
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YAAAAAAS JUST DO IT SHIA LEBEOUF THAT IS NOT HOW YOU SPELL HIS NAME BUT HE SAYS JUST DO IT ALREADDDYYYY YESTERDAY YOU SAID TOMORROW DONT LET YOUR DREAMS BE DREAMS JJJJUUUUSSSSTTTT DDDDOOOO IIIITTTT
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Hold on a sec, do what exactly ?
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You have to draw a picture. Duh.
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Aha.
So you remember this too.
😂😂😂
What’s wrong with you today ? Remembering everything ?
LOL. Got you again, didn’t I? Liar.
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This is really confusing. WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME A LIAR IT HURTS MY FEELINGS
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Why ?
Because you claiming to be forgetful, yet you still remember things. That is why. Admit that you don’t forget things, I’ll stop calling you a liar.
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Well, I forget some things. I remember others. NO FRICKIN DUH ARE YOU STUPID
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You said you forget all things. And remember nothing, which is like your super power.
Name calling when you feel helpless. Lol.
Are you going to cry now ?
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Should I?
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I don’t know. Are you going to ?
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I don’t think so. Would you like me to?
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No, but you can if you feel like. 😂😂😂
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Um I don’t think so
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Go ahead. It’s ok. 😂😂
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No thanks.
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What’s wrong? Need some motivation ?
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You can try.
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😂😂😂
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Not sure if I should laugh or ask you to remind me what the situation is.
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😂😂😂
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Well. Which one? Laugh or ask? Even though I’m technically asking a question right now……………
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Nevermind. Don’t stress yourself too much.
Too fragile brain.
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…thank you?
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Yes. That’s the word.
Finally learnt something good.
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Okay……… then………..
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OMG.
Fill in the blanks again. 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒
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Who said they were fill in the blanks?
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Then don’t repeat the periods.
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This is a fill in the ________
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Wokay.
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Wokay?
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Exaggerated okay. 😂😂
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And how does a w make the word “okay” exaggerated?
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You’re the genius. Figure it out. 😂😂
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What if I don’t want to be the genius?
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You already are. So, you’ve to deal with it.
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I don’t take orders from… whatever you are…
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I don’t care, kid. 😏
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Well, of course you don’t. I never said you did.
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Yes. Good.
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GOM.
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Should it mean something ?
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Did you not read the post about it? Read it. It’s called GOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOM you can’t miss it.
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No. No, thank you.
I’m just fine.
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Hm? And why don’t you want to read it? LOL! XD
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Because I’ve better things to do.
Like maintain my two other blogs. And write for them.
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You’re scared.
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Oh yes. Very.
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Don’t be ||grins evilly||
And don’t throw your silly “it’s called sarcasm” thing at me
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You don’t get sarcasm. Lol.
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Can you at least read the spirit animal award thing? I mentioned you in it. PLLEEEEAAAASSEE
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Uhuh. Now, why would you do that ? :O
Ok.
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READ ITTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOM JUST READ IT ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Here’s cough syrup for you, kid.
Too much coughing.
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You think GOM is coughing? Just read the GOMGOMGOMGOMGOM post, dear. You’ll understand.
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Nope.
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Well then, I’ll inform you ahead of time that GOM is not coughing. It’s a variation of OMG.
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You mentioned my name in coughs remember?
The cough syrup is for your soar throat.
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OOOOOHHHHHHHHHH I get it now. LOLZ maybe you should have commented that somewhere else. For example, ON THE ACTUAL POST WHERE IT CAME FROM you had me confused, there. thanks for the suggestion, but I don’t need it. and you spelled sore wrong
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Finally. Sigh.
Typo. 😒😒
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Yeah, right.
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Ya. Right!
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aaarrrrrrgggghhhhhhh ||clutches hair||
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Oh great !
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For you…
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???
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I don’t remember.
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Great. 😀
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ikr. get used to it.
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Already have.
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Good for you, stop hating me for it
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Who said about hating anyone ?
Don’t you have a boyfriend or something ?
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I’M 11 DUDE
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First of all, I didn’t ask how old you’re!
Secondly, What are you shouting about ?
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So, this is how you end a conversation ? Lol. 😂😂
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Why would I have a boyfriend?
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A question is not an answer to a question. So, you could either agree or deny !
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No. Why would you think so?
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Evolution.
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Your expectations are much too high.
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No. They aren’t.
You may be little slow, perhaps.
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If anyone’s slow, it’s you.
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Look , who’s speaking. 😂
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I am. I am speaking. Or was your mind too slow to pick that up?
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Lol. The slow person is asking who the slow person is.
Look again, someone’s got a fast mind. 😂😂
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We’ll leave it at that.
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Why? Someone is und ante to copr?
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I have no idea what that means.
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Argh, sleep replying.
Oh and FYI, the earlier reply was sarcastic !
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I figured so.
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So, why not ?
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Why not what?
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Bf, duh.
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Because I’m 11.
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So?
There is an age restriction ?
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No. I just feel like I shouldn’t be having one at this moment. People always say, “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder” and stuff like “it doesn’t matter whether you’re pretty or not, what matters is your personality”. Well, in my generation, IT’S APPARENTLY ALL ABOUT THE BEAUTY. They’re kids, enigma. They still have much to learn.
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You are a kid too, Clairey.
Ah, your generation too ? So, what if it’s about beauty. You are pretty too.
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…don’t call me Clairey……please…just call me Infinit or something or maybe even just Claire……
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Isn’t that your name ?
Claire…Ok.
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…ok.
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What’s your name ?
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My name irl or my WordPress name?
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Irl.
Lol.
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Well, don’t you already know?
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No.
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Claire. Duh. What’s yours?
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Not Clairey ?
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No, just Claire. Some of my friends call me Clairey though.
I thought you said not to answer questions with questions. What’s your name?
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Nice.
Yes. I didn’t answer. I questioned.
I’m being anonymous. 😐
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…how boring. What’s your name?
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By anonymous, I meant I’d like to keep it that way.
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😛 lol I know what you meant by anonymous 😦
I just feel like it’s a little awkward calling you “enigma”…oh well…guess I can’t call you anything now
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Oh. Do you really think there is a need to address me with any name ? :O
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ugh it’s so hard to talk to you
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I know right?
Happy New Year. 🙂
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Happy New Year to you, too. -_-
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What’s with the emoji ?
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Oh, this? -_- it’s just an accessory, along with 😛 :3 xD O.O etc bla bla bla
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You still didn’t make much sense, like always.
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Good for me, bad for you. ;D
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Yeah right ?
Good for you. Not bad for me though.
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Lol, we’ll see about that XD
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Yeah. Sure. 😂😂😂
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Yup. Absolutely. 😂😂😂
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Why did you want to know whether or not I have a bf?
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Just curious, let’s say.
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Whatever.
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You’re in sixth grade , is it ?
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Yeah, I’m in sixth grade.
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Oookaaayyy. Cool.
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?
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?
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Do you play Minecraft?
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Yeah. Why?
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Go on this server: LudenCraft.Com
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Not working.
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☹️ try again?
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Did you know there was a blog called Enigma?
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I imagined so. It’s not a rare name.
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Srsly?????????????????
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Yes. Why so shocked ?
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I didn’t know you could think that much.
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Tell something new. 😒😒
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xD xD xD lolololololololololololololololol
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This is old stuff. Sigh.
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BRINGING BACK THE GOOD OL’ TIMES WHEN YOU WERE JUST EXASPERATED BY MY YOUTHNESS
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Your caps lock is on. 😂😂
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I did that on purpose.
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Whoa, we have a genius here. 😂😂
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…||face palm||
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😂😂😂
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Why do you laugh so much?
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Laughing is good for health.
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Well, you laughing isn’t good for mine.
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Oh much better. 😂😂😂
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Fill in the blanks for me, will you?
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No.
Why would I ? 😏
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Because you’re supposed to be a gentleman.
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I’m supposed to be?
Then I will not be.
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Good for you. I wonder. How you live. How do you live?
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Who said I wanted to live ?
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I didn’t say you WANT to live, I said HOW do you live. There’s a difference.
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How old are you? 11, right? You should know this by now…
It’s called oxygen.
The difference? Keep it wrapped up in your cupboard. It’s the interpreted answer.
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I’m 11, and yet I’m smarter than you.
You need more than just oxygen to live.
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Oh really?
I mean that’s the best joke you could come up with ?
I hope you have it.
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Yes, really.
What joke? There was no joke.
You hope I have what?
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You being smart! I fell off my chair laughing. Lol.
I hope you have whatever else is needed to live. Duh! Some smart person you’re claiming to, sigh !
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You said so yourself.
GOM.
And yet, you cannot mention “whatever else is needed to live”. I wonder why?
Do you mean, “Some smart person you’re claiming to be”?
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It’s called being sarcastic. Duh!
No. Hello genius, if I wanted to live I would have.
No. “Some smartass! Sigh.”
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…watch your language….. i’m only 11……
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Yes. That’s why I didn’t the first time. But you compelled me the second time.
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You’re lucky that didn’t offend me.
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Or else what ?
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Some people would be really offended by that. I wish I could just throw that filthy word right back at you.
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Yeah. You wish. But I ain’t smart. Hahaha
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When’s your birthday? I’d like to get you a bar of soap.
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You can’t. I’m on the other side of the world.
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I’d ship it to you. It’s not like i’d actually want to deliver it to you in person. Did you think I would want to? You must really want to meet me.
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Nah. You can’t ship it either.
And you can’t deliver in person either.
God no. I’m fine.
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Why can’t I ship it?
I wouldn’t want to deliver it. Thought we already went over that.
Ha, that was a good one.
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Because you can’t.
AND YOU CAN’T either.
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I consider that my victory. My first victory, ha!
This feels good. Your welcome, by the way.
I think I like being forgetful. Well, I always have, but I like it even more.
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*You are
#sigh
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Yaaaaaaaayyy!!!!!!!!!!!! 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😆
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What’s the Yay for?
And the creepy emojis ?
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What victory? Lol.
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I consider it a victory. Never said you had to. Hehehhehehehehhhehehhehehe
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Consider what as your victory ?
Ok.
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I kept forgetting things and you were all like “oh goddddddd never mind” and I was all like “Hehehhehehehehhhehehhehehe”
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So you do remember.
Hahaha. Totally tricked you. Hahaha.
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That wasn’t the part I forgot. Wait were we even talking about how I forgot something? This is very confusing.
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No. You forget every other conversation before the previous line. But you remember this one. Lol.
Totally got you.
Good. Because I got you. Hahahahahahaha.
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I remember this one cuz it’s my victory. Duh.
Me: (whispers) he’s got problems
Other me: (whispers) he’s probably mentally ill
Other other me: (whispers) I think he just has a talent for making people hate him
Other other other me: (doesn’t whisper) that would make sense if he had any talents
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Whatever whatever. Not so forgetful are you now?
Such a liar you’re.
Hallucinating much ?
And yes, I’m not talented. Why else would a mid20 guy have a conversation with a ( talking to self) 11 year old girl.
Doesn’t take a genius to figure that out. 😂😂
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I’m still as forgetful as I was before. I’m just not as forgetful as you thought I was. Am. Whatever.
What did I lie about again?
What is there to hallucinate? It’s not like I got stung by a tracker jacker. I think that’s what they’re called.
That’s your own fault.
I never thought of it that way, though. Maybe you’re just lonely. And you don’t know it. 😉
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Whatever. Liar.
That you being forgetful about everything. But you are not.
You don’t have to. You see 4 of yourself. That’s more than hallucination.
Duh, genius!
It always is own fault.
Duh again, Sherlock.
I’m screaming at the top of my voice in my blog posts that I’m lonely and whatnot, you figured out now ?
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I broke a wineglass ☺️
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Aren’t you too young to be drinking or even holding a wine glass. ☺😂
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Well, I’m only 10 yrs too young. At least where I’m from. It’s not like it’s THAT big of a deal 😉
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You’re lying.
Get me in touch with your mom. 😛
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XD ur funny
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So I’ve been told.
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Oh, he’s the humble one.
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I thought you said funny.
Not humble.
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Does it really matter anymore?
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No. But I ain’t no humble.
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Omg me neither 😆 I used to be like “hey can you do this” but now I’m just like………
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OMG… What’s with the fill in the blanks?
That’s not humble either.
😏
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Neither is your face
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You haven’t seen my face.
So try something else.
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I don’t remember… what we were talking about earlier…?
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About being humble.
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Oh right. Well, too late to come up with a smart comeback now.
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Lol. Yes.
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Nice and simple. I like it. Any chance you could keep it? (The “nice and simple” vibe)
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I can. Can you ?
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Sure. If you do.
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Sure. I can.
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That would be nice. You think so?
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You don’t seem confident.
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Maybe I’m not.
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Better be. Nothing to lose, remember?
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Oh. 🙁 and I thought I was good at losing things…
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What did you lose?
Apparently you thought wrong.
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So cruel 😩😭
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Thank you. 😊
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Wow. I’m going to sleep.
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Good night.
I sleep too. Haha.
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That’s… nice.…
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I dozed off on the middle of the day. 😊
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Good job.
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I know right. Thank you. 😀
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Do you always do that?
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No. Yes. No. Yes
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I wish I could do that…
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You can try though.
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Try to fall asleep in social studies, you mean?
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Yeah, why not ?
Unless you like social studies. Do you ?
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No. It’s particularly boring.
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Then you’d have, already.
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I believe I have more than you. So if I have one, you have one eighth.
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Day dreaming much ? 😂
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Maybe. Maybe daydreaming is all I have left.
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Why? What’s up with dreaming at night ?
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Good one. I don’t remember my dreams.
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That’s the point, right ?
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Well, if you put it that way…
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…that way… ( full in the blank again ?)
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How do you full in a blank?
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Dude, it was a typo. *fill
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I found another thing in common between us! 😃
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Great. 😏
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Ugh nvm
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Mmmm….
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Unicorns. 🦄
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Cheetahs.
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Chickens.
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Crocodiles.
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Ooh, noodles.
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Hamburger.
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Kitttcat. 🐱 meow
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White tiger.
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Hm. Falabella.
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White unicorn.
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Rainbow.
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Precipitation.
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Glitter.
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Hailstorm.
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Storm.
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Tsunami.
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Drizzle.
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Ripples.
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Rivers.
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Mountains.
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Camels.
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Rhino.
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Hippopotamus.
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Dessert.
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Desert.
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Oasis.
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Hallucination.
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Mirage.
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Beauty.
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Ocean.
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Beach.
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Clouds.
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Sun.
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So true.You should have said disclaimer somewhere
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Thank you.
I am sorry, I’m a little lost here. You are saying I should have put up a disclaimer in this post?
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We are like-minded people who go through the same phases of life.So your story is my story in a way
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Glad to know that I’m not rocking the boat all alone.
Thank you. 🙂
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We are never alone..it’s just an optical illusion I believe.Like a mirage ..you see water but you don’t see it
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Yes, we are never alone. But the illusion clouds everything around us and we feel we are all alone.
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We aren’t helpless against our fate..overcome loneliness
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It eats away fragments of one’s soul..it’s not always worth
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It eats up when we are too lost to realise that we aren’t really alone.
And that our hope slowly fades away.
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Then you feel broken like sharda of glasd..a shattered soul..a cracked mirror
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That mirror that no matter what we do, can never be put back in place.
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Thought so too..but one should never stop trying.
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Well, that’s true. Never give up.
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But what matters is that you do see it..So you do need people like yourself in your life
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Most definitely.
We are not perfect. We never were. Sometimes, we dwell in the past, the imbalance in the life’s balance and we feel lost. Completely alone. And the reflection of oneself in others gives the nudge that we never were alone. We need company, as much as we might love solitude. We need assurances that it’s going to be okay, may be.
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Don’t know whose more lost
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Rest assured, I’m.
But that could be debatable. Just saying. 😁
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This was amazing. Bleak but with a dose of reality.
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Why, thank you. 😊
I’m glad you liked it. 😊😊
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Beautifully awe-strucking!!
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Why, thank you. 😊
You are too generous. 😊
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I liked the essence of the post
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Oh sorry, ‘Why, thank you’ is a figure of speech usually expressed when a person is not expecting a compliment / likewise. It’s like ‘Thank you very much (this is quite a surprise)’. 🙂
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Oops :p 🙂
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It’s ok. No worries. 😊
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🙂 🙂
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classic ^_^
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Thank You. 😀
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so why this guy wanted to be alone? 😀
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No friends, I suppose. 😝
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hahaha .. maybe he dnt like his friends 😀
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A possibility.
Or may be he didn’t make any friends.
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maybe he was too afraid to make anyone his friend
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Not afraid. It was his choice not to make any.
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hahaha and where were you 😛
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May be, I am that guy.
Or may be, I haven’t met him yet. 😛
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maybe that guy was a ghost 😛
or a vampire 😛
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Or an alien?
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or a character of dead man form the movie warm bodies.
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Well, that’s way too specific, which wasn’t the intention of portraying this person.
But in fact this is a nobody and everybody. Those who have or are going through such a phase, can go into his shoes.
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yeah that’s the point
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I know.
That’s what I did make.
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you must smile ..serious man
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I am.
Did you feel otherwise?
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