I knew that the running had to stop some day. I wished not to see that day at all. If you understand what I mean. Or probably you don’t. You would probably be asking “What’s wrong with this guy?”. Yes. That very question haunted me forever. And it still does. I am giving up, again, like I had been doing for the past few years.
The end is nearing. The beginning always has an end. The borrowed time is asking for answers. He said he gave up. He really did. I assumed he was joking. He wasn’t. He led himself into believing that it was late and there was nothing much that he could ever do. It was not like he wasn’t aware that nothing was impossible. But when the little faith is lost, there is nothing much anyone ever could do. He lost the faith in himself. No matter how motivated he was, or perhaps he never was. He as always looking for an excuse to put it to rest. He wanted to take the easy way out. The one that none of us prefer. I never saw any problem with him. He had the resources, the means, in a nutshell he had everything. But he never saw that. He was convinced that it would be a better option to give up, give up on himself. I never knew people could could really give up so easily. What makes people to give up, give up on themselves, even when they have every possible choice not to.
He never got around to do what he wanted to do. He is on the knife’s edge, fooling himself that he will be done with it one day. But that day never comes, unless he takes some initiative, either to follow his dreams or what he wanted to do. He is stuck at that crossroads where every second counts and he has been stuck there for seven years. And not able to move forward and being stuck is eating him from inside. I hope he comes out of this, for better or worse.
But time eventually runs out. And his time is nearing. What he does now will tell where he is really standing and what he really wants. What he really wants? I wish he figures out that first, before the time really runs out.
Woah
Intense!
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Oh, is it?
Thanks, I guess.
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Lol yeah,kinda.:P
Welcome,I guess.*sheepish smile*
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Thank you. 😊
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You’re very welcome!:)
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Thank you very much. 😊
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Lol you’re very welcome!:D
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Yeah. Thanks. 🙂
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Well,you’re very welcome!*Chuckles*
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Yeah , thanks again. 😁
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Hahahahahaha this is ridiculous! Lol
Welcome!:P
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Ikr. 😂
Thanks, though. 😊
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Hahahah welcome!welcome!welcome!
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Thanks. Thanks. Thanks. 😂😊
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W!W!W!
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T! T! T! 🙂
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Welcs!*smirks*
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Thanks. 😊
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Lol what’s with the emoji?! It looks tooo genuine!*smirks*
Welcs,by the way!:P
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Because it is. 😂
Thanks. 😊
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Hahahhaha no,it’s not. Not right now.😏
Uw!
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Idc what you think. It is. 😊
What’s uw? 😒
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And Idc whether you care or not.😌
You’re welcome??!! *long sigh* Such unread kids these days. *shakes her head mockingly*
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Idc whether you care to give a care what I care. 😊
Thanks. 😂
Seriously? U is you’re. Kuch bhi. 😒
I mean you know English right? 😂😂😂
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Idc whether you care that I care about your caring.
😏
Vw!*smirks*
I haven’t made this up. It’s a very general response to thank you. It’s not my fault you’re ancient.😌
And you’re can be written as Ur welcome. So, not that weird.😏
Hah
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Idc. 😏
G. 😊
You’re pretending to the z gen. So, spot on, kuch bhi queen. 😂😂
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Idc,either.😌
😒 That’s out of context. So,not countable.😶
No,I am not pretending. Not at all.*smirks* In comparison to you…*sly grin*
Laaaaaame name. Again. You got a new one, too,from now on:LQ. *amused chuckle*
DQ+LQ=AKQ
Hah
See? How creative! And your names?!!*shakes her head*
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Ijdc. 😂😊
Gracias. What are you saying ? You don’t know ? You ? Of all people ? Too bad. 😊😂
Miss Pretend.
Lol. The names goes with the territory of the people concerned. 😂😂
You see I’m a guy. If you missed the point you are a girl, the drama q. The lame Q.
My initials are not even K. So, AKQ.goes perfectly for you.
Yes. Very creative. Miss AKQ, the queen of D and L. 😂😂
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IDC. AT ALL. NOT AT ALL!!!!!
😒
Oh really? But you don’t act like one, “AK”!!😏
Are they not? You were the one who said otherwise before .😒
Whatevs.😌
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Calm down, miss. So many exclamations ?
Anyway, ijdc. 😊
I don’t have to prove miss DQ.
I said a lot if things before. 😏
So you agree. 😊
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Pheww
I am calm.*deep breaths*
Ijdc,either.😏
Who said otherwise? 😒
Yeah? What else did you say now?😶
Who said that?!
Didn’t your mother tell you it’s wrong to assume stuff? You should never assume.*Most serious voice*
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Beautiful yet intense in a composed manner.
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Why,thank you! 🙂
And also thanks for dropping by. 🙂
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My pleasure.
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Umm,Sorry?🙈
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I intended to say that it was a good post to read.
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Okaay. I guess you replied to my comment instead of posting a new one by mistake. 🙂
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Uummmm then i guess i am sorry. 🙂
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No worries. 🙂
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🙂
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Umm. 😐
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What??😒
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Nothing. 😒
😂 to your reply. 😂😂
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😶😏
Matlab anything,huh?🐀
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No. You aren’t. 😂
Ditto. 😏
You did. 😏
I said before. Now, I said nothing. 😏
You most definitely did.😂
Why is my mom being dragged here ? 😒
Really not cool.
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Wow… Very nice one…
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Thank you.
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You are welcome and please do make some time to visit my blog…
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Yeah. Sure.
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Thanks
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Don’t mention it. 🙂
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Haha… Alright buddy
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This write up has hues of helplessness,dispair,sadness,confusion…I hope “he” is not you.This stage comes in everybody’s life i guess,it stands true for me though.I have felt like this several times…Lost and perplexed…Lack of motivation…I have been there and it is not a very pleasant place…It requires one push to get out of this state.But that push does not come easily.😊
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Writing is mostly an interpretation of self, sometimes others. I will be lying if I told it isn’t about the writer himself.
I guess it’s part of the life. What’s important is what we make if it when we are in that stage and well the push too. And yes, the push doesn’t come easy either.
Thank you. 😊
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Did you get that push?
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Oh yeah. Thank you. 😊
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Good! 😄
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Ya. 😊😊
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